immerse your soul in love...

Street Spirit [Fade out]
Radiohead

Rows of houses, all bearing down on me
I can feel their blue hands touching me
All these things into position
All these things we'll one day swallow whole

And fade out again
And fade out

This machine will
Will not communicate these thoughts and this strain I am under
Be a world child form a circle before we all go under

And fade out again and fade out again

Cracked eggs dead birds scream as they fight for life
I can feel death can see its beady eyes

All these things into position
All these things we'll one day swallow whole
And fade out again and fade out again

Immerse your soul in love
Immerse your soul in love

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season for radiohead songs....

It ain't over, till it's over

"how do you live with loneliness?" a friend asked. "just let yourself feel like your the last man standing, that you can't fall down." i proclaimed.

i have long lost that feeling, the feeling that i'm like a standing stone. i am beaten, i am defeated, and all by myself. my own worst enemy is me, the sole me. after 3 years learning of psychology, i know that it's all in the mind, but it's hard to feel strong and in control, when everything seems to be out of control. life isn't over yet, i am telling myself, it's not at the beginning, neither in the end. maybe i'm trapped in middle of nowhere, maybe things are not going in my way, but it isn't over yet, no, not yet.