2005/04/21

i hope i'm old before i die

Old Before I Die
Robbie Williams

She's taking me places,
I should never have been
She's showing me faces,
I should never have seen
Well these are strange days,
We're living in today
C'est la vie I say

I hope I'm old, before I die
I hope I'll live to relive
The days gone by
I hope I'm old before I die
Well tonight I'm gonna
Live for today
So come along for the ride
I hope I'm old before I die

She's not feeling stable
She's unable to breathe
Her heart's beating faster
So I'll ask her to leave
These are strange days,
We're living in today
Am I straight or gay?

I hope I'm old, before I die
I hope I'll live to see the day
The Pope gets high
I hope I'm old, I hope I'm old,
Before I die
Well tonight I'm gonna
Live for today
So come along for the ride
I hope I'm old before I die

Well these are strange days,
We're living in today
C'est la vie, I say, I say, I say

I hope I'm old (I hope I'm old)
Before I die
I hope I'll live to relive
The days gone by
I hope I'm old before I die
Well tonight I'm gonna
Live for today
So come along for the ride
I hope I'm old before I die
I hope I'm old
Before, old before I die
Old before, old before I die
Die, die, die
Old before, old before I die
Die, die, die

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the first song that came into my mind when i sit in front of my desktop tonight. and it keeps looping, looping, looping now...

2005/04/19

Anything you could think of, anything you were stuck with, it could be done.

as usual, i went to my flute class without practising for the past week. i was feeling hungry, weary and frustrated. and i felt so out of place since all of my classmates except me will do this stage performance thingy at the end of this month! and silly thoughts and feelings were slipping in and out of my mind, so i played it all wrong during the lesson. then i just thought is it the end? learning flute started to become a dreadful thing for me.

and then, my classmates was dueting their piece for performance. while i was listening, i was touched. performance-wise, it's not a great one; the piece isn't something technical challenging. but i was touched, i was touched that after a year, my classmates had already able to play some fine flute music. suddenly i felt like, if you did try, you might get the thing done. it's probably some silly cliche, but at that moment, i was touched. and that reminds of a song by looper called "dave the moon man".

"Dave the Moonman. He'd look up at the blurred stars, as the dew on the grass soaked through the back of his jacket and the back of his trousers, and then he'd look towards the moon. All that distance from the surface he was pinned down on to the surface glowing in the darkness, with nothing but space all the way in between. Nothing to hold onto. And yet, someone had managed to get there. Someone had managed to do that. A truly impossible thing. So he'd get up out of the grass, light-hearted again. It made everything else possible. Anything you could think of, anything you were stuck with, it could be done."

surely, i will turn back to that lazy bastard a few days later, and probably won't practise until the next lesson. but it's good that i feel i'm alive at that particular moment. maybe the thing could not be done now, it could be done later on...

by the way, my english is kind of suck. :D

Link:
Looper Official Website

2005/04/18

i don't want to miss a good thing

i want to eat, i want to sleep, i want to drink, i want to cry, i want to lie, i want to laugh, i want to sing, i want to yell, i want to talk, i want to learn, i want to know, i want to play, i want to work, i want to see, i want to breathe... and i want to live

2005/04/17

果然...

我是十分卑鄙渺小欲壑難填醜陋無比的存在嗎?
- タママ二等兵

Link:
Keroro軍曹